| Should be studying but... |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|10:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  FINALS! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Books | ] |
Well, I'm over the guilt thing, but praise be to bad decisions, oh dear, oh dear.
Just for the record, I'm ridiculously happy here but tend to write when frustrated. Especially about boys. Or boy. To be exact.
Oh boy. |
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| Procrastination like what. |
[Apr. 22nd, 2006|08:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  procrastinator to the max | ] |
Stolen from Puja.
i have lived through 88 of these 155 things
Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's
(example: 1, 2, 3, 4, ...)
Repost as "I have lived through ___ of these 155 things. "
[1] I have read a lot of books.
[2] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[3] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[4] I have been to Europe.
[5] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[6] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[7] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[8] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[9] I have played ping pong.
[10] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[11] I have seen fireworks.
[ ] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I have almost drowned.
[12] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[13] I have listened to one CD over & over & over again.
[ ] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[14] I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
[15] I currently have a job.
[16] I have been ice skating.
[17] I have been rollerblading.
[18] I have fallen flat on my face.
[19] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[ ] I have punched someone
[20] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[21] I have watched the power rangers.
[] I attend Church regularly.
[22] I have played truth or dare.
[23] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[24] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[25] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[26] I've been in a verbal argument.
[27] I've cried in school.
[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[28] I've played tennis on a team.
[] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[29] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[] I've climbed a rock wall.
[30] I've lost more than $20.
[31] I've called myself an idiot.
[32] I've called someone else an idiot.
[33] I've cried myself to sleep.
[34] I've had (or have) pets.
[ ] I've owned a spice girls CD.
[ ] I've owned a britney spears CD.
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[ ] I've owned a backstreet boys CD
[ ] I've mooned someone.
[35] I've sworn at someone in authority.
[36] I've been in the newspaper.
[37] I've been on TV.
[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[38] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[39] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[40] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies
[41] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[ ] I have watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[42] I have watched loony toons.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[43] I've been called a geek.
[44] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[45] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[ ] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[ ] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[46] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[47] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[48] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[49] I've had/have siblings.
[50] I've been to a rock concert.
[51] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[52] I've been in a play.
[53] I've been picked last in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class.
[54] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[55] I've cried in front of my friends.
[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[ ] I've played Halo 2.
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[ ] I've been to Alaska.
[56] I've been to China.
[57] I've been to Spain.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[58] I've had a fight with someone on AIM
[59] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[60] I've had serious conversations on any IM.
[61] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[62] I've been forgiven.
[ ] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[63] I've cried in a chick flick.
[64] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[65] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[ ] I've been to a rap concert.
[ ] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[ ] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[ ] I've driven on the highway.
[ ] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day
[66] I've been in a car accident.
[67] I've been homesick.
[68] I've thrown up.
[ ] I've puked on someone.
[69] I've been horseback riding.
[ ] I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.
[70] I've spoken my mind in public.
[71] I've proven someone wrong.
[72] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[ ] I've broken a leg.
[ ] I've broken an arm.
[73] I've fallen off a swing.
[74] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight.
[75] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[ ] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[ ] I've lost my backpack.
[76] I've come close to dying.
[ ] I've seen someone die
[ ] I've known someone who has died.
[77] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[ ] I've done modeling.
[78] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[79] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[80] I've realized how good my life is.
[ ] I've counted my blessings.
[81] I've made fun of a classmate.
[82] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[ ] I've slapped someone in the face.
[ ] I've been skateboarding.
[83] I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[84] I've lied to someone to their face.
[85] I've told a little white lie.
[86] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[ ] I've fainted.
[ ] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[ ] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[ ] I've been pushed into a pool.
[87] Been/are in love
[ ] I've been sky diving.
[88] I've graduated towards the top of my class.
[ ] I've watched every Star Wars movie
[ ] I've Driven/Ridden a motorcycle
whee. |
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| Hello, world. |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|02:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
My fingers are tingling & I don't know why.
I'm still alive, still contemplating love [& lack thereof]. Am confused. Perhaps in love with one boy but not the right one & for all the wrong reasons. He is too good for me & not good at all.
[I am still uneasy about opening up to people here, stopping my mouth at awkward moments & running away] |
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| crop circles in the carpet |
[Feb. 5th, 2006|03:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  working | ] |
| [ | music |
| | imogen heap ~ watch yourself | ] |
Today I am feeling very pale, hidden, waiting, chameleon in shades of off-white.
[i never know what to say, when to wrie - time passes by so quickly here, but i feel so unaccomplished. i have sold my soul to THE MAN in the form of sat tutoring, have started going to the gym, have an assload of chinese to continue learning, have an acapella arrangement hanging over my head, have to have to have to do a lot of stuff and start heading out places earlier because chicago folds upon itself once the clock strikes 8.]
And now to start studying for my chem midterm tomorrow. No, I have not opened my chem textbook all quarter, why do you ask?
[It's going to be a loooong night] |
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| uninspiration. |
[Jan. 5th, 2006|07:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
i am feeling uninspired & perhaps a bit disappointed in the arts in general, which is a bad thing, a very bad thing indeed. especially since i have to write a poem for the poetry workshop i prayed & prayed & prayed i would get into, but now i have nothing but a heart full of trapped feelings & a tongue like spilled milk [there's no use for the crying].
you spoke of transience like it was your creed
i was there when your fire went out. |
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| hellohello |
[Dec. 28th, 2005|11:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
It's time to start writing again, although... this journal has remained silent because I have felt uninspired, have been unable to feel. Moreover, the English language escapes me and sentences seem altogether too hard to write. Perhaps the new positioning of this computer has something to do with it - the television buzz is distracting, the monitor facing into the living room as if my now-sleeping father can watch my open-backed head to view my thoughts.
I will start writing again. My New Year resolution.
p.s. for the record, I am madly in love with my school and the people. However, I'm rethinking my high school years and have come to the realization that I'm starting to miss everybody, certain people more than others, yes, certain people very much more than others. Certain people who have affected me in tremendous ways and I am shamefully unable to thank them properly - are there words to thank them properly? I wish, I wish, I wish... |
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| Breathing on my own... |
[Oct. 21st, 2005|09:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Foo Fighters ~ Over the Mend | ] |
i am full of good Mediterranean food & not doing so hot in classes but that's ok because i feel loved & feeling loved is what life is about anyway.
i'm dying to read good poetry - i am feeling very cummings right now, something about the disjointedness of my brain, the shards of sense lines of punctuation make.
it has been too long since i've written, since i've been able to write. it seems i've sold what little skill i had for lazy complacency.
how are you? |
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| Such Great Heights |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|04:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  guilty | ] |
It's been a while.
Barely a month here and, on the whole, I've been enjoying myself but... I think I fucked up a friendship.
I'm gifted like that. |
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| By jove, I can't believe how much bloody stuff I have! |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|12:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hot | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ottawan ~ Hands Up | ] |
Well. As the departure date creeps closer and closer, I'm growing more and more anxious... mostly because I have so much left to PACK - odds and ends like cables and dresses and hair clips and fencing gear and such - and clean/organize (like my room) and study (like calc). By now, everyone else has gotten into the swing of things... and I haven't even begun. Whoo boy.
I do have some good news, rather, bits of good things that have happened when I'd decided to stop procrastinating. I found a bunch of old mp3s today from 7th or 8th grade and they were full of synthesized 80s goodness. I also drove for the first time EVER yesterday and managed to NOT KILL ANYTHING.
Heat makes me stupid. Good heavens, it's hot in here... |
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